After my weekend in Roswell I am proud to say that I only gained 1/2 a pound, I'm 135.5 today! I am giving the PSMF another try for the next 9 days. I leave again for another trip next Wednesday. I would like to be able to wear some of my shorts by then. That is my biggest complaint right now along with cellulite. I don't so much mind how I look, I just hate not being able to wear all of my clothes. I could wear them, they do still fit, but they don't look very good. I refuse to buy new ones when the ones I have had fit just fine for so long. I am also not feeling the love for my new love handles and, dare I say it...the beginnings of saddlebags. I have never really had any, and they suck!!
I have always heard women talk about how their bodies changed when they hit 30, but I fear that mine has started to a couple of years early. All of the fat that I have put on is the icky dimply fat. Not that any fat it sightly, but this has a different texture than the fat I have put on in the past. I know, TMI, but it makes me feel better to talk about it! What is up with this?! I pray that it goes away when I lose the weight. It makes me shudder just thinking about it!
So I have a few workouts picked out that I will be doing for the next 9 days. Since I am back on low calorie they are not going to be very strenuous...apparently that hinders your results. I will be really happy if I can just stay the course and see what eating healthy consistently can do for my body. I have been of the mind set of "I can eat whatever I want just in smaller quantities and still change my body" for too long.
It is definitely one of those days that I am wishing that I wouldn't have wanted to be skinnier back when I was 128 pounds!!
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Hello!
I found your blog looking through Tracy's, always trying to find people to relate with about kettlebells and weight loss. It's great that you are as open to talking about, because it gives you a degree of accountability. Keep up the blog and kettlebells, and over time it will all work out. I have lost about 40 pounds, with some fluctuations in weight these days. Better, healthier eating and a lots of kettlebells will do the trick! Try Tracy's Max Vo2 sometime for a real intense burn! :)
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